Giving up

never spoken
always there,
didnt know love
till you came near

cant laugh
only cry
you never looked me
in my eyes

so who are you
to say those words
about how two
can become so close

im giving up
so i know its true
that loving you
was the wrost to do.

will never fake it
cant smother it down
but somehow i always hoped
you'd be around

giving up
never faking
taking time
cause my heart was breaking

could never

i loved him forever
he was meant to be mine
but then he went away
and he took my mind

half of me is gone
lost without a care
because someday i hope
he will be there

followin my same path
listenin to the wind wip past
wishin for the pain he gave me
to just be the last

i love him still
but i could never be for him

Heartbreak

There is no sayin what true love is.
maybe its always knowin ur other half will be there
maybe its always feeling that stronger connection
or could it be just a magical feeling that is just suddenly there?
Is it really such a thing though,
I tend to ask this question many times,
never gettin the answer
but only gettin heartbreak
Can you really define something
that you have not been affected by
I know that i will find it one day
but today is not my day.

Drought

Baby i love you.your touch and your warmth
your sweet hugs and protective glances
the way u can brighten even the darkest of days.

i need you baby
for u are my shield from the world
my lifeline when im down
but theres something you cant give

you cant give me a safe landin because everytime i fall,
your never there to catch me in time.
no u catch me after the crash landin,

after my heart breaks alil more.
after i say i love you,
after the words leave my mouth,

i wished they never did.
surrendering to you was like surrendering to a drought
never a reason,
only a useless cause.

trapped

searching above me for something,
looking below for anything,
i turn in all directions for any sign of hope.

falling has always been my talent,
landing softly i have yet to perfect.
but i always hoped for someone to catch me before i hit.

thats when u came into my life
the one i thought would catch me,
or atleast i hoped to catch me

only u had my whole heart,
only you could see the true me.
you had it, you had me.

looking back on how u changed me now
i see that i had been the one to let down me guard
and fall right into ur trap

does he??

does he know.
the love he has
and how to show her?

does he understand
the pain he left her in
and the feelings he still has?

does he feel
the same as he did before,
before everything turned away from his plan?

does he see
the tears forming in her eyes
everytime they speak?

does he care
that she still loves him
and that he is her world?

does it occur to him
that every little thing he does
makes her heart beat 100x's faster?

do you see
that i cant live without your love
and that your my anything already?