broken, shattered

shattered hearts from broken promises,
trust is gone, and so are the misses.
love is dented, cant be repaired
all i've done is sit and stared.

stared at the pain waiting to end,
stared through the glass hoping it would mend.
now all we do,
is fight everything through.

my love for you is true,
truer than anything i ever knew.
but this pain is sinkin in,
so all im ganna is "im fin"

changing

time is changing
and my mind is fading
off into another world

cant figure out whats right
and nothing seems to be going straight
atleast for me

then your voice pulls me back
im alright again
cuz you make me feel so strong

my mind is back
and i can see straight again
but my time is still quickly changing.

Drift

couldnt believe what i got into
thinking that trusting you
was something i should continue,
without it breaking an inch

now without leaving a tear unshed
i lay across my bed
hoping only for my pain to end
but then you popped into my head.

i thought by not seeing you
whats the worst thing you could do
so i try to forget the pain you put me through
and the hope and love too

suddenly a feeling of warmth
rushes over me
not wanting to breath,it begins to cool
suddenly my world goes black and cold

leaving all my thoughts of you behind...
i drift away from all man kind

Free Falling

my mind is clear,
my mind is free
but only when, your with me.

laughing daily,
and play fighting.
i couldn't ask for
a better romance

my mind is clear
my mind is free
and its all because
of you and me.

thinking back to how
you changed me
making me smile
when i want to frown.

my mind is clear
my mind is free
it's all thanks
to how you let me be.

won't let our end
stomp right by
we're crazy in love
or can't you tell.

why can't you see
i love who i am
but if you don't
then just set me free.

fake.

standing in the dark,
with no other feeling but despair.
trying to laugh,
fighting back my cry
no other person looks me in the eyes.

smiling to others,
frowning by you.
can never be myself,
wont ever be true.

despair is my life,
no hope, no faith,
love or even a break,
nothing can safe me,
everything is fake.

despair....

d(

l

on)e

(ly)

s(adness

ho)p(eless)

air

this was a school project. we had to take an emotion and incorrpurate it into something.

reality to fantasy.

screaming, fighting
with the doors slaming in their faces.
another day of torture
cant wait till im in my own place

dad yells about nothing
mom starts to cry.
im stuck in the middle
nothing to do but go and hide.

deep down in my room
sprawled out on my bed
nothing else to fear
but a broken family

shiny and small
perfectly shaped and sharp
my only escape from reality
but not for long

tears still falling
hands are shaking
blood is racing
and my mind is spinning

reality fades
to nothing in my mind
my own fantasy takes over
and im livin' that this time.

Giving up

never spoken
always there,
didnt know love
till you came near

cant laugh
only cry
you never looked me
in my eyes

so who are you
to say those words
about how two
can become so close

im giving up
so i know its true
that loving you
was the wrost to do.

will never fake it
cant smother it down
but somehow i always hoped
you'd be around

giving up
never faking
taking time
cause my heart was breaking

could never

i loved him forever
he was meant to be mine
but then he went away
and he took my mind

half of me is gone
lost without a care
because someday i hope
he will be there

followin my same path
listenin to the wind wip past
wishin for the pain he gave me
to just be the last

i love him still
but i could never be for him

Heartbreak

There is no sayin what true love is.
maybe its always knowin ur other half will be there
maybe its always feeling that stronger connection
or could it be just a magical feeling that is just suddenly there?
Is it really such a thing though,
I tend to ask this question many times,
never gettin the answer
but only gettin heartbreak
Can you really define something
that you have not been affected by
I know that i will find it one day
but today is not my day.

Drought

Baby i love you.your touch and your warmth
your sweet hugs and protective glances
the way u can brighten even the darkest of days.

i need you baby
for u are my shield from the world
my lifeline when im down
but theres something you cant give

you cant give me a safe landin because everytime i fall,
your never there to catch me in time.
no u catch me after the crash landin,

after my heart breaks alil more.
after i say i love you,
after the words leave my mouth,

i wished they never did.
surrendering to you was like surrendering to a drought
never a reason,
only a useless cause.

trapped

searching above me for something,
looking below for anything,
i turn in all directions for any sign of hope.

falling has always been my talent,
landing softly i have yet to perfect.
but i always hoped for someone to catch me before i hit.

thats when u came into my life
the one i thought would catch me,
or atleast i hoped to catch me

only u had my whole heart,
only you could see the true me.
you had it, you had me.

looking back on how u changed me now
i see that i had been the one to let down me guard
and fall right into ur trap

does he??

does he know.
the love he has
and how to show her?

does he understand
the pain he left her in
and the feelings he still has?

does he feel
the same as he did before,
before everything turned away from his plan?

does he see
the tears forming in her eyes
everytime they speak?

does he care
that she still loves him
and that he is her world?

does it occur to him
that every little thing he does
makes her heart beat 100x's faster?

do you see
that i cant live without your love
and that your my anything already?

untitled.

smoke reaching towards the sky
i can only feel your hand intwinded with mine.
points of danger is when im loved
only when the chances of me with you are taken away

i have never wanted to stray,
not even when i thought you weren't mine.
my love for you is unbearable,
for,and i promise this, you are my "singer".

the way your scent travels,
sings to my heart,
the way that you look at me
sings to my soul,
the way your lips feel
sings to my mouth.

your actions are my heroine
always getting me higher the more you do them.

you and me

your voice, your eyes, your hands and hair
everything about you made me care.

your touch and your kiss,
just made me always feel bliss.

but then you left
and i had no one to go to.

i never thought that there was anything more,
but i guess i just didnt see

the end of you and me

leave nothing

running away,
from all the pointless words,
leavin them far behind us.

chasin back,
all the memories we hold
in our eyes, our hearts and our scars.

leavin nothing,
we see untouched,
and nothing touched behind.