1.29.2014

When time stands still And all seems lost, I find you here Through shimmer and dust. You’re my rock I’m your light Shining brightly and strongly all night. No one understands, and no one can see The love that we share But you and me. Hard times and good, Happiness and glee Ill love you forever, Mine always, you’ll see.

6.12.2011

I miss you

I wanna be back in your arms and back in ur heart. Even the tiniest space between us just tears me apart. I know what I did was oh so low, and I wish I could take everything back, if it meant I could make your heart glow. I fell for you faster than I planned, having you was a fairytale, like being in neverland. I miss you every night as I replay our times, laying in bed together looking into eachothers eyes. You still make me tremble and fall weak at the knees, even though I know you hate me.

11.21.2010

Forever Ended

Happiness in every embrace
no matter how many tears
his arms would be around her
showing every emotion

no matter how far they were
the secrets between them
good, bad, ugly and lovely, nothing less than truth
she saw him weak and he saw her too

they thought life forever
would be nothing new
she'll hold on to every word he spoke
even through the nights she spent alone

crying in the dark,cold rooms
she realized she saw a secret in his eyes
something she hoped was not true
but the blood stains and heartbreaks still linger in the air

life forever for who now
they ended theirs when all she asked him was how.

10.03.2010

untitled

Lie to me again
tell me in the one
make me feel special
let me see the hurt

look me in the eyes
tell me this is my fault
i know we were just a lie
you remember how you made me cry

you took my heart
everything that went with it
the hope, love and wishes
just washed away

"never leaving you" i heard you say
whatever tell me why you did
i'm sick of believing your lies
all you've done is bring tears to my eyes

who cares if you miss it
the laughs and good times
your gone now, we're done now
leave cause i dont wanna see your face anymore

lies.

Leave me and let me be
its only you that upsets me
i don 't understand why you can't see
that being around you
only makes me sicker
hearing your voice speaking those words, lies
breaking my heart everytime

flowers on the ground
perfume in the air
waiting here and sitting around
wishing and wanting you to be here
you say its me, my heart breaking
i believed the lies that was my mistaking

you hurt me, i was a fool
too naive, i trusted you
to think of the lies you told
you had my heart in a cold hold
heartbroken, sad but true
all because i was a fool for you.

4.21.2010

Pull me back, Pull me In

Blood colored tears,
ice cold veins.
my hearts been crushed
and had its dreams stolen

scars all over my body
blood all over the ground
don't try hiding anything,
not even when i can with everything

pulling me back,
you save my life
how you do so
still boggles my mind

I can Hear your voice
even while im Alone
I can Always feel your Touch
on my waist, my lips, my arms

you're my savior from the cold
my guiding light
pulling me back home


3.15.2010

nightmares

splitting down the middle
everything you have,
seeing half of it
every other weekend

nothings normal,
everythings gone wrong
how could it be, something so perfect
could be destroyed so easily

its so weak,
everything is just a blur
maybe one day
i'll wake up from this nightmare